echoes

never get old.


SO, havent blogged in quite a while..

Summers coming to an end.. It started out lame, got LAMER, and now its fine. :)
I got a decent amount of fun out of it and a good share of lesson learned. Move on, live on, get on, skip on, run on.


Well, rewinding... Camp was fun. I say the choreographers where great, except there wasnt that wide a variety of dances. Took two hip hops and a lyrical, got superiors & an 'anthony'. :] Got top ten with my fellow homies. Then I got chosen overall dancer. It was nice to know that I'm not as bad as I used to think I was at hiphop and lyrical. I'm getting there.. hah.

As of now I've completed all my ap euro maps,aprox. 1/4 of each of my books, 1/7 of my notes. and thats it . GOTTA BUST A MOVE. and now i know i cant concentrate at kevins house. idk why. last time we did work at my house, and badabing badaboom . we actually did accomplish things.. at least at the homework level.

Speaking of kevin, that boy has been fucking weird these past what three days , ksy? Like serious shit . Yelling out the WEIRDEST THINGS AND MAKING THE WEIRDEST NOISES. Mirroring me.. mannnnnn. Smell like his chrome. IS DAT CHO MODER. or something along the lines of that.

Plannin out the few days left of summahhhhhhhh.
so far got
wed- house bunny, hw, chillin with girls? idk
thurs- sams party
friday- six flagssssss
saturday- luau

i wonder if i gained any weight this summer, i mean practice helps me maintain that good stufffff. so hmm. What a summer. Hello new year.


Lifes good. hows yours?

nevahh.

forevah.

don't know babe?

schools almost here, summers almost gone.
that stage where you want to go to school, but you dont want summer to end is creeping around.

forgot what i was gunna say bout you.
whatevvvvvvs.

till tomorrow.

endddd.

"Waiting for the fish to bite or waiting for wind to fly a kite. Or waiting around for Friday night or waiting perhaps for their Uncle Jake or a pot to boil or a better break or a string of pearls or a pair of pants or a wig with curls or another chance. Everyone is just waiting." -Theodor Geisel

aren't we all waiting? waiting on things to change, the mail to come, the rain to fall, the plants to grow, for people to come, for people to go? All changes, whether we like it or not.

of michael phelps' 2008 olympics today. EIGHT FUCKING GOLDS!!!!! 7 WORLD RECORDS. Simply amazing, astonishing, speechless. THAT man. It was like watching man walk on the moon for the first time ever. History.

Well, I've been searching for possible solo songs, and man am i tired of hearing all these SONGS!! i want something fast, yet slow, yet something meaningful . im coming pretty close, and im really happy that i even have a solo to begin with.. :] nevah give up.

WEll, this whole day my pupils were dilated after having an eye exam. Couldn't see crap and it all gave me a headache.If im mistaken, my eyes are getting worse? so much for being far sighted and having astigmatism . Chilled with homeboys cause i have essentially nothing else to do. Watched 'ASHLYM'. yeah.

Well, it doesn't seem like much. I can see the difference, but somehow i still see the past lingering in the present. What's going on now, will it go on later? For once, I'm quite satisfied with alla this. No idea. I guess its fine to live life not knowing where you're going, maybe just for a little bit.

'fog-kissed valleys ' and betting with ma boys.

goodnight world.

sit

ting down watching the Olympics,eating Java Chip ice cream. What an addiction. Seriously, the Chinese and their amazing diving skills, and all the other divers' sickled feet, michael phelps michael phelps michael phelps michael phelps michael phelps michael phelps michael phelps michael phelps !!, gymnastics not as good as it used to be. Amazing ass athletes. I need to see all of this with my own two eyes next Olympics, I'll be old enough to go on my own anyway.

Well, today wasn't so great. My cat is in kitty heaven and, oh,only he knows how much I'll miss him. And i didnt get to hang out with amy, after plannin and plannin . :p
Well after what happened to both of us, I guess it was bettah to not go out.


MM, bye.

love

his quotes.
"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."
-Theodor Geisel


damn , damn. Whatta summahhhhh!? haha.

1. Be careful who you trust.
2. Sometimes, its better to just to lock up our mouths and throw away the key.
3. True bestfriends stick, no matter what kinda shit you both go through, no matter whatever the fuck you guys disagree on.
4. I need to make myself a 'Bucket List'
5. I shouldn't have cut my long hair . ;[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
6. Need to realize real lies.

ordinary

not so much. finished two ego waffles, watching so you think you can dance finale.. but, i have some people to highlight.

Alex Portobanco: since the 6th grade, tons and tons of letters, some pointless ones that make me laugh. The girl i can not see in weeks , then suddenly reconnect with. Proof that i'll love her no matter what. A true best friend since the day i met her.

Amaris Jacobs: We've gone through sooooooooooooooo much. We've dealt with all the shit thrown at us, and somehow, we'll always pull through; whether it takes hours or months. As frustrated and angry we get at each other, that hump will be jumped over eventually. I love this girll toooo much to let her go.No matter what we disagree on, what we agree on.. what we believe is right, what we believe is wrong. We've had the best ups and worst downs together. Shes taught me tons and i love her for not giving up on our friendship. Forest green, hippies, hotdog and banana, and all that other good stuff.<3

Kevin Velasquez: THIS BOY. this boy ... since the 4th grade. I would have never imagined he would mean THIIIIIIS much to me, not in million years. Hes the macaroni to my cheese..cheese to my macaroni, same shit. He makes me cry , vice versa. And true hes put me through practically hell this summer, but I just hope that he actually processes everything i tell him. Please don't change anymore. I already love you, if thats not enough then i REALLY dont know. hateyou.

Sure I've felt like I'd lost them at one point in time, but when you feel real friendships like these, you'll never truly lose them. Hope to God. man i love you guys, sheeeesh.

so you

think you can dance?
season finale!!

man , today was intense. practice from 8-2, gymnastics 3-4, dance 4-6. im sore, and i love it. haha. plus my switch leap was pretty today . its all good.

so, im not so sure anymore. things to personal for a blog.

You can

have your ups and you can have your downs.
just a little writing wont hurt..

Nothings fair now a days. . Why is it that there are always more wrongs than rights? Like when you take a test, theres only one correct answer and all the rest are wrong. There are so many ways to tie a shoe, but in the end, theres always that one correct way to actually tie those two suckers together. . So is it so that theres only SUPPOSED to be one right way? but now we all find ways to cheat it. so that theres more than one right answer. . but then that makes everything unfair, not right. Kay, so conclusion: for things to be fair , there should only be one way to that One answer. If all possible answers were right,then we'd all score 100s on tests .. amd it wouldn't be fair. It all makes sense if you think hard about it. .

Sure, not every day is going to be happy-go-lucky for me , or you.& I'm not going to be in denial about how life isn't perfect. And I could just stop here, and say, "what am I doing wasting my time on just 'juan'?" Wtf. But, idk , maybe i have to think it over. . .

-nina.

wait.

instead of bitching about how everything is fucked up,
why not say what im glad about? better off.


im thankfulfor
- having eyes, ears, and a mouth that all fully function
- for not having difficulties communicating with the world; not being REALLY REALLY LOST without having fault.
- for having food.
- for having friends who really do care about me. like really . really.
- a mom that bitches at me, but for the better.
- cats who snuggle up against me when they no im not okay.
- music , meaningful music. not that young money crap.
- amaris jacobs and paulo bautista.
welll yeah.

42%

loaded of the 'music video' ksy, kquez , and i created while walking to my house.

so, today was yet another slightly regular day. it was quite scary at the end, and im still a little freaked out. AHahsgds. mannnnnnnnnnn.



but today ended up fun, cause i havent had a productive hang out with kquez in forevah.
and things are going fine. kinky & cool AND obsessive & possessive .
what a fine match! man the books at urbn are so damn interesting. never be too far into maturity, never be too close to immaturity ma homeboys; a lesson we are all learning.


practice 8-1 tomorrow, but v girls are participating at a carwash for disabled children i believe. sounds quite interesting .
then idk what to do after practica. probably going to be sore and hungry. and i need to bring my books to practice, but i doubt ill have time to read or anythang.


60% loaded!

white

tards!
haha, sam, ksy, atina, and i, wearing all white shirts and black bottoms going on an adventure to steph boons casa to get contracts.

so the day started with watching those lifetime movies. then i decided to go to the americana with powpow cause i had nothing to do. We got to barnes and noble and spent forever in there reading and exploring. i finally bought wuthering heights for ap euro -.- . sam and ksy came, ate sansai. then atina came and pow pow left.

so its was pretty fun on the way to boons. if you ever pass by the freeway try playing a game where you have to jump over all the cars that will pass under the bridge if you get what im saying. its hilarious . hahahaha.
well we did all this other funny crap . :] man i love them.

so i dont know what im doing today, i think im going to read ma Booooooks. i was so tempted to buy new moon but i couldnt cause i have a whole bunch of other books that i HAVE to read .. man.

igottagohomenow.

life matters

so, who knew that you could learn so much in one day?

went to the beach and bonded with my/amberly's rank. was cute, fun, and funny.
now a days, i barely go in the water cause we go soo often. so you kinda loose the whole fun of it. but when we go in three weeks again, it'll mean more cause of the break from it.

so, i figured, you never know until you ask. If a friend is bothered by you, if your not talking.. yeah. And usually, the little things you do can mean alot to someone, and it doesn't hit until you ask or your told. sorry s&h.. on the other hand, i've seen a whole new side of someone. the sentimental side? i have no idea. All i can say is that lack of communication won't get you far. Just trust the people you talk to. That way, you'll eventually end up on the same page and things will start to make sense. And for once, I know something that's going through your head and now, I see more to you. Well I believe what you said, so don't forget any of it.


So schools done and yayyyyyyyy, two weeks of hell week and camp.
Better than school don't you think.

going to chill with pow pow today, then idk .
peaceeasy