let see what

i can tell yoou about my life during the past few days in four minutes.

well my knee is killin me. We finished small military coreo today and its pretty awesome. I really really like the music we're using, its different. wayyy.
and i'm glad that glen is a new soloist coach because he's already a big help and ive only known him for a fairly small amount of time.

well, can you doubt something thats almost too sure? you want to, but you just can't because if you do, then everything will just asldkfj?? yeah. dont. huh.. i mean, this small hump on this long road will pass, just like all the others. each and every hump with a different tree right there to hit you in the face.

well, i believe am is leaving soon, and i feel really bad that i havent spent any time with her and alex. school has been literally taking over my life. im constantly doing homework and really havent had the time to spend with them. . sorry if you even read this amy. . . well. ill talk to them.

and are you okay? cause you dont seem okay??..

loveyouuuuuuuuxz.

haayyyy, i kid.

hey

its normal to break down at this point in highschool, right?
-floppy dead fishies are swimming along the bottom floor, trying to reach the top and you know what, eventually they will.

deciding what color dress to wear to homecoming already?? too early, but dresses are so prettayyy.

i think im pretty close to my left leg extension !

goodnight.

i saw

aj rafael todayyyyyyyy :D
alot of people did, and i was one of them.
it was pretty amazing; hes such an amazing singer/songwriter. oh my. got a picture and he signed my telefono. made my week, although my week was already made. haha

ive been living of troys for the past week, save me.

i liked this week oh so very much<3

adios amigos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you know?

where your heart is?
now a days who does. We can just be a bunch of selfish teenagers falling on top of one another. Is it right , is it wrong? Do you know ?
Who knew you felt this way, who knew he felt that? See how i felt the whole long while, i wasn't going to feel that way the rest of my life.

growin pains

Tenth grade has hit me. Well it him me during the end of 6th period. hard. but thank God gabbie was there to help me. So i got my grades, and lets just say that they are a major disappointment to my mother and myself. My classes are so difficult. Juggling 3 honors and 1 ap class PLUS all my squads for drill team. It's definitely not the easiest thing, not at all. And I need to get my life together. I need to plan out homework sessions, sleep, me time, drill, and just organize everything. It may not do much, but its something. And I'm in desperate need of it. I just pray to God and am determined to improve on those tear jerkers.

So I'm pretty excited for the Halloween dance this thursday. I like planning and brainstorming ideas. At one point when I was a kid, I wanted to be an interior designer. I used to move furniture around and rearrange EVERYTHING by myself. I was inspired and bored. What a child I was.

Who knows where your going? Sometimes the best things in life take a little less than forever to find. Maybe my best is found. Maybe yours was lost. Maybe it wasn't your best to begin with. Maybe it wasn't mine. Get on, live on.

I love 24lb paper. <3

my own.

WOW. today is kinda like im finally free from my outcast streak of dos dias. All i did was homework ! i ve been consumed by alot of school work and quite frankly have only had stable contact with gabbie amberly and greta for the past few days.. And I'm pretty okay now..at least for now?

& So what do you do when you don't know what to do? When do you know when this much is tooo much? Well, I thought this debate between myself and i was over, and yet, it has been brought up, once more. Well, you think you know but you have no idea. no idea. lets get over this big hump and move a little bit faster.

"You will find deep and abiding changes are happening in the workplace. Don't fear or resist them as they are absolutely vital to sweeping you to a much more prosperous and happy position in the long term. Don't let yourself be bullied or guilted into taking on work you are not paid for. " my astrology..haha.

girl meets world. boy meets world. world meets world.

maybe i should say something.. welll. i really should be in bed . i only slept for like three hours yesterday. firsttime! and definitely not the last. sigh, highschool.


ilovebry!



freida.

i actually

did my math homework at home today, not during lunch or 4th period
And I completed it and felt like i understood everything!


feels good.
rally manana.
sure im excited.
peace.