hey

but nothings really fair when it comes to
ships.

crowded, but

you are what i want.

if thens and maybes.

had dance till 10pm today, for the past three mondays. & i can't wait till the soloist sleep over :DDD. amberlezzy, greta, iris, atina, and i needed to plan this stuff out so we can make it final! so i did my modeling today, three sections down. its pretty okay, i just really want to have a good shot at winning something at miss cal. :)

Well, last week was pretty darn hectic with school. This quiz, that test, that essay, alsdfjlasj, but on friday, when we went to go see Azad's military graad in SD, wow that was amazin. It's hard to explain and appreciate, i guess. All that history, discipline, respect, and handsomeness. PHEW.

So lately, I've been reading a book called "Exit Here," and its a pretty weird book. Its not exactly my type of book, and yet I keep wanting to keep on reading.. cause it kinda really makes me think. Think about life and people, and about the depth in everything. I can see changes in everything and I just feel like i understand my surroundings better than I used to. girls will be girls, boys will be boys, people will talk, people will think they know, but actually, they don't have a clue, people will smile then roll eyes. everythinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
hmpf.

And I can't help to think that you yourself have changed a little. In ways, I miss the old you, but then again youre not even a new you. Never want to loose you cause everytime I think about loosing you and you, I can't help but cry. Love you
girllllllz.


Hey, sometimes you just gotta play the game of life, but then again, why not just live it?

coco

nuts.

had dance class in the mornin`, kinda pulled some muscle in my thigh, the inside part of my thigh, its not my quad, more like my hamstring? well, i need to let it heal, fast fast fast. oh please :/

then i went to portos with my mommma and ksy, ate some good grubbb :D
and once again, made ksy a little less deprived of restaurants. haha!
then i went home and just ended up reading the book pow pow let me borrow a while back.wow, i still have many borrowed books, gotta give em back.

So i read for liike an hour? then i ended falling asleep on the floor in my room for like three hours... it was weird cause i would wake up a little, then go back to sleep. happened three times, and i had three weird dreams...

And today is my grandmas birthday. i havent seen her in FOREVER. like many years have passed sincee she left to live in the Philippines. I can't help but miss having her around at times. i almost cried talking to her on the phone.. telling me how big ive grown and pretty like her . haha. man that woman <3

tomorrow, is homework day. i needed today to rest cause freaking ap euro killed me the past few days and i left the football game last night all sick and crappy. lasdjf. feel bettahhhhhhhh. love you.

- heroes or thieves?
you choose.

hola mis amigos

or stalkassssss.

well what a today today was .
so apparently i slept through three of my alarms. my mom, my phone, and my alarm clock. i woke up at 6:52 and jumped outta bed brushed my teeth, washed my face, and told my dad to get up on outtt.
got to school and had gymnastics, and guess what , i found out i was on my rag. . . then i found at i was on varsity small military !!! WOOOTTTTTT. then i figured that things would look up from there, but still what a day. i had cramps the whole day, and a math test. ahjskldfj, i am soooo bad at listening for directions and reading them i swear! its getting me extremely agitated.

i can't believe how far ive gotten. like i came to ghs, and joined the dance team thinking i would quit after the first year, but despite what everyone says about it, im still down for it. i want it to be a part of my school days, and know that dancing is actually apart of me, whether it be military, lyrical, or hiphop. ive grown in all of them. pat on the back.

soooooo, now i have to do alla my ap euro stuffffffffffffff.
peace out lantas.

Benoit.

did homework today with mis amigos.
we were actually productive and had a little fun.

I'm freaking out about my ap euro bookreport, ahaklsjfd!
I hope I have it all planned out correctly.
Schools still sinking in, but im dealing.

Till then my dear lovers, WUTHERING HEIGHTS here i come.

i wish

"My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again and even if I'm there,
they'll all imply that I might not last the day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is giving me the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is giving the best day of my life"




and when that day comes, for once ill be sure of things.

hey you.

schools a pain, and i have to get used to everything, once again.
my teachers are ehhhhhh, but ill manage.

pac invite was sweeeeeet. cute guys. dennys. scary stories.
:]]]


so maybe the coats finally off its rack and off to other great places. ..



night sweet peas , dance tomorrow.

getawayyyyy.

soo..

one more blog about the summer..


It was practically the worst summah ever.
- I hardly got to seee my two best girlfrands.
- I took Chemistry during summer school which was helll .
- Stupid drama that i learned from.
- Guy problems
- Only ONE week of break
Doesn't sound that horrible but experience three months of it and it is.

Well, luckily this summer ended on a brighter note than it began with.


Schools here, and I am actually content with my classes; as well as the people in them. Its going to get pretty intense, fo sho.

well, maybe this whole cycle of me and you is coming to an end, like it always does.