pledge

i've had max of 3-4 hours of sleep each night for the past 4 nights. This week has been the busiest week of my life. I'm serious. It's been tiring & difficult, frustrating. It's a prep for competition season. . .

& yet, I can't give up. Not now. Not when everyone looks up at me and expects the best. & I am trying, I've given my all. Sometimes it's not enough & of course there will be people pushing, trying to make me better, but sometimes it just explodes. You don't know what to do anymore. So you take a step back, think what the hell is going on, maybe even cry a little, & figure out how to move on. Life is all about moving forward and making each moment better than the last, although things may not always turn out as expected.

So as I have concluded, I have a voice, I have a purpose, I am hard on myself, & only for the benefit of my own self, I have 4 other girls who are going through the same situation, therefore I have mad love for them. I have to realize that there's a story behind every move I make, every step and turn I take, most importantly,
I can't forget why I dance, because I love it. No matter what happens.

Oh, I can't forget to mention that Christmas is 15 days away, Vegas is 8 days away,& my momma's birthday is 3 days away. Then 'Hello 2009.'